Pazintach

I used to have a pine sapling that I grow in a pot, and always used it as a Christmas tree in winter. But one year it died. I tried to grow another after that, but failed twice. Now my confidence of keeping a sapling alive is all gone. Maybe I should make a cardboard one this year. Or maybe just use a different plant that’s not a pine, fir or yew.

Lots of Coffee, lots of Black Tea.

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I went back to blacksmithforums.com just now, to my surprise, they changed their software. Now I can’t find all the posts that I saved about historical researches…

There are still quite many game developers’ forums, but what bothers me a little bit is that sometimes the long living ones periodically lost their past.

No, I chose a public server with decent connection speed. I was lazy. 👻

I wish more people would move to Matrix with me, so far only my partner did. But that’s good enough.

Have you seen animals drown? In cats specifically, I’ve seen children drowning a newborn kitty. But I was just a child too, it was a raining day, no adults around. It was a horrible way for an animal to die. I still remember the sounds. Didn’t stop them because I was a coward. I didn’t know Australians can kill their cats in such a way casually.

I had the same experience about the mouse problem. Long ago parents caught a mouse with a trap that won’t kill them. With no better idea of what to do with it, they decided to drown it. We watched it drown slowly and painfully. They never do that again.

This is eye-opening, in a post that talks about evil people. If it’s for population control, isn’t it usually Trap, Spay, Return? But then again, there are some parts of the world people can torture or causally kill cats and dogs with no legal consequences. Humans are disappointing.

This is the answer.

There are people used to tell me every track by Summoning sounds the same. Many who don’t listen to Classical music complained that Classical music sounds the same, be it Vivaldi or Schostakovich. Some suggested I need to change it to a more uplifting playlist (in an Art Gallery). If I played Bach it would be worse. And then some people told me everything I made looked the same. I mostly agree to all the above. It’s better to admit defeat and admit that you would never be good enough.

discuss.tchncs.de was fine.

Thank you for your thoughts. It was actually a thoughtful gift, a Monitor Calibrator. At the time, my work was art related. Maybe deep in my mind, I always wanted to put it into some use… Maybe I should dig it up and use it.

Lost Souls Domain

It’s surely one of the first sites that I know and use, and it’s still alive. I think it’s from the 90s. (Looked it up again, their earliest visitor count starts at 1997)

Later we have Metal Archives, but I think Lost Souls Domain was the first website where you look for Metal music informations.

This sounds like me… Father gave me a gift that I don’t need, I get irritated and said something that I shouldn’t say. Spouse pointed that out to me, said it was their thought that mattered. I feel sorry and guilty ever since…

I never used that thing, but I kept it very safe.

I feel comfortable here. Fediverse overall gives me an earlier Internet feel. Organic, but better. Maybe it feeds my nostalgia…

I’m very satisfied with my AKG headphones. And thanks for recommend Dali, I’ll have a look into their stuffs too!

Vampire the Masquerade: Bloodlines

Every Character in it has stellar voice over, I can’t think of anyone who’s just average.

Star Wars: The Old Republic

Has a great cast too. The voice behind Bastilar is also female Shepard. Her name is Jennifer Hale.

Films about exorcism. Even if I have religious family members, my non-religious mind can’t comprehend the point about these films, no matter how hard I try.

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