Be is partner not his mom or crutch. If you love someone you have to give them space to grow by themself as well. Dont force him into being dependant of you. You want to be love for what you are , not because he cant provide for himself without you. This is cohercive.
I wish you both to stay forever together if it is what you want, but you are both young and if you somehow grow distant with time , he will need to be able to live by himself. If you trully love and care for him , you should understand that. Loving someone is also accepting to let them go.
Do you plan to move or travel outside of your country one day ?
And is it possible to play video game in NK ?
Take care 🫶