That I’m a good person. Really didn’t believe that for a lot of my life but therapy helped - not just in how I see myself but in how I BE myself too. I’m still really a degenerate at heart but one with self control and the ability to communicate what I’m feeling. What I want, and to clarify how other people feel.

I’m confident in my ability to communicate, to handle awkward social situations, in my hobbies.

I am confident about my ability to get back into shape. I’ve let myself go over the part couple years. It happens. But I’m back on track.

The warp from warhammer 40k.

Just because of how grim dark and batshit it all is.

Yup

So, cowardice. Gotcha.

You need to look into trepanation so the ghosts in your mom’s brain can escape.

Real local women that are horny NOW

You just LOVE echo chambers huh?

No I am not.

I remember this game. It came out in the 90s. I think it was called die by the sword.

Yeah that was it.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Die_by_the_Sword

Good partners of any gender want equality, emotional vulnerability, good communication, and mutual support.

Shitty partners want gender roles. When you have a realistic view of the world then you understand that people have flaws, strong points, and layers of complexity.

The good news is there are plenty of good partners out there. The bad news is that the only way to really firm up what you want, offer, and need, is trial and error.

This brings me back.

I’d thoroughly learn everything I could before doing a drug, so I could use it responsibly, and then proceed to use it in as reckless and irresponsible fashion as possible.

Ah. To be young again.

Currently on day 197.

Whoops.

I’ve said too much.